reward and recognition for what nature has randomly assigned? amusing but rather unnecessary.
i've got an excessive population of babies in my direct vicinity. doesnt help with Construction's unabashed establishment of its presence here as well. great background music to study to.
24 hours of nothing is a long time.
two valleys suspend, cloaked in tension. a land breeze sweeps over, tormenting the patient willow. the river below races frantically, as if the ocean lurking beyond can offer improved solace. then, at last, night falls. slowly and softly, the smooth silence tenderly kisses the parched land. it blankets even the deepest crevasses that have been left dormant for so long. leaving in its wake the intense, possibly violent need to defend status quo.
really, all that matters is the intent behind the action.
this night is wild, so calm and dull these hearts they race from self-control we're doing fine we're doing nothing at all.
perfection at 9:00 PM
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
now. but a bunch of warriors each fighting their own battles. each with their own story to tell.
listen to me now. i need to let yall know. yall dont have to go it alone.
according to social psychologist, Arthur Aron, a central human motivation is self-expansion. this is the desire to overlap or blend with another person, so that one has access to that person's knowledge, insights and experience, thus broadening and deepening one's own experience of life.
yall dont have to put up a fight yall dont have to always be right let me take some of the punches tonight sometimes you cant make it on your own.
perfection at 4:55 PM
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Saturday, November 14, 2009
testimony of the day. assumed: deadline on Saturday, 24th October 2009, 0000. actual: deadline on Sunday, 25th October 2009, 0000. deadline totally slipped my mind. talk about the benefits of going to church.
a shrivelled entity. a result of the concentration gradient effect. if you dont produce it, you steal it from your environment.
you cant afford not to lie in this environment. its a greater ill not to know how to lie effectively and convincingly given this environment. aint that a sad truth. insight after the dreaded project. yet it is by looking at the need to lie to different segments of people that indicate their meaning and importance to you. you may say, distorting the truth to your loved ones is just an act of maintaining peace and equilibrium. i mean after all, ignorance is bliss right. then what is that so-called understanding that you share with them? if you really believe some things are better left unsaid, then dont let any part of that ever see the light of day. that is, if your conscience actually permits you so. insight bestowed by family, or so-called family.
not that kind of affirmation. its nice, but way too temporary.
i am alone at a crossroads i'm not at home in my own home and i tried and tried to say whats on my mind you should have known now i'm done believing you you dont know what i'm feeling i'm more than what you made of me i followed the voice you think you gave to me but now i gotta find my own.
perfection at 2:55 PM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
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